Tuesday, May 30, 2006
@12:22 AM
He's going off on friday.
i wanna tell him i'm not sending him off.
i wanna tell him i hate him. i hate him for leaving me in the dust. i hate him for being so happy when i'm not. i hate him for running away when i cant.
And what??? he wants me happy??? bullSHIT.
WHO IS he???
i'm starting to wonder if i know him.... because the pain in my heart is large, i'd rather die..
i wanna cry, scream, shout.. anything.. i dun wanna act happy anymore.
because he obviously is rid of me.. and he doesnt want me anymore.. is that a bigger punisment???
dAMN you.
I want you to know that I miss you so.
♥
Saturday, May 20, 2006
@7:21 PM
my studies are really picking up now.. Chinese midyear was kinda a sucess.. i had like all As' =) then my science JUST passed... and my literature was kinda a blast =o Chinese Os' are coming soon liao le.. gonna work on it.. Cuz i most possibly wont:
- go out [ its a waste of my time]
- have much frens [ i'm too moody nwadays]
- like anthr guy[ so no distractions]
i will most possibly be slogging at home, becuz i realise work IS the BEST solution to anything you wanna cure =)
in a few weeks time i most possibly wun even know my name!
oh yeah... in case y'all wanna know my name is cynthia.
yeps
I want you to know that I miss you so.
♥
Friday, May 12, 2006
@7:49 AM
god!! i'm missing him like crazy =(((
I want you to know that I miss you so.
♥
@4:51 AM
hais.. today was kinda a brilliant day =) guess thats great huh.. i went to where.. lemme see, nah, its kinda dumb to say something thats nothing of intrest huh.. i'm really like sad now lo... why? let's list out:
- i'm plump
- his going away in two weeks time
- my chinese o lvels
hais.. see? i'm like so depressed now.. what to do???
I want you to know that I miss you so.
♥
Thursday, May 11, 2006
@12:16 AM
hais...today had a chinese midyear..kinda lucky that the rest of the mid year is in july.. if not i'll die.. cant really understand the topics that i've been reading, its like now i'm like BLANK! argh.. am i dumb or dumb? haha!!! i'm on a serious serious diet, though i like ate rice today.. i'm gonna stick to my liquid diet! really... i want to be skinner than i am now =) so that when somone comes home frm taiwan, i'll be pretty lo.. =) hais, i'm like so unhappy now lor, yet no one knows it at all.. how i can say??
its never easy to let go someone when you dun wan to, but its common sense when you realise that things will change =(
i know i'll wait. i love you.
I want you to know that I miss you so.
♥
Monday, May 08, 2006
@6:12 AM
Ok.. everyone has First in life. like habits, frens.. etc... especially me.. i'm sure i only loved my present guy soo deeply =) serious... hmm this will be my first post for this blog.. and its created.. cuz, i wan my guy to be able to update himself on me when he's in taiwan for a year. hais..
i'll miss him =(
I want you to know that I miss you so.
♥
