Thursday, June 29, 2006
@7:46 AM
had a lot of fun today =)
went swimming with gen qi and teresa and kind of hong wei ( he just sat there drinking soft drink)
never had that type of fun in a long time =)
well. hais.
Dearest DARREN,
its been a very long time since you left 27 exactly.
i can tell you are weakining. i'm staying strong. i istill love you. ok????
its not long. please still be there ..
xinyi
I want you to know that I miss you so.
♥
Monday, June 19, 2006
@1:43 AM
I'm HAPPY!!!
hehs... today had lunch with GEN and shaun! it was hilariious!!
shoulda have expected it when there's a gen in it =P
i'm not really that happy... but wells...
i'm sure my boo is having fun over there in taiwan, and maybes he's really missing me like he say he is.. i BELIeve him.. because i dun wanna believe he's fooling round in tw..
nah.. i'm thinking too much.. RIGHT???
i miss everyone and everythin.. think i'm OLD le.. tsk tsk...
I just wanna ask this :
is gals and guys equal???
why must girls be pure while guys can fool round???
wtf...
and why is the word F**K so sensitive? and is having sex a sin? its all just pleasures of th flesh. right???
i'm very CUrious bout this.. anyone care to explain??
To my guy in tw :
Missing you day and night... please be back soon! xooxOXoxoXO lOvE
I want you to know that I miss you so.
♥
Wednesday, June 14, 2006
@5:25 AM
yes!!!!!!!
i'm so happy now... kinda stupid huh.. stuck at home everyday still so happy..
well...
my darling emailed me!
lolx!
i'm giddy with happiness!
i love him
I want you to know that I miss you so.
♥
Monday, June 05, 2006
@1:47 AM
apparently i'm not missed.
i'm a fcuking bitch.
C'mon.
if i'm not... why cant my frens and him remember me??
because i think too much like a bimbo.
seriously.. i'm not even qualified as a bimbo.
tata
I want you to know that I miss you so.
♥
Friday, June 02, 2006
@2:40 AM
o.k. today is friday... and it june 2nd. amazing huh...
gosh.. its SOOOOO interesting watching dust settle.. not!
i seriously never thought i'd live to see this day man. So many things have happened recently...
like my xams etc.. and. him..
sometimes i'd really like to scream.. but somehow, smth is always wrng.. like there's no time, no space or i have to finish what i have to do. till this monday i was on the line le..
i knew that all it takes is a gentle push and " wheee" i'd fly off the edge. and i did.
i juz snapped.
hearing his voice, so full of reasons, so un- him and him so devoid of feeling for me.. it was like he was addressing his grandma for heaven's sake.
am i so unvaluable??? am i simply too clingy? or am i just a fool?
nth is right for me.. i've lost my closest friends.. and it hurts so much.. i've "lost" the guy i love so much..
nobody really cares whether i'm dead or alive yeah?
like my ring.. i treasure it so mucch cuz he gave it to me.. but does he treasure those i gave him??
my life is ruined.. but i knw i wont like anthr guy. for a long time.
and my frens are my life.
I want you to know that I miss you so.
♥
