Sunday, October 28, 2007
@5:59 AM
Great day for shopping. Bought Guess bag and wallet. DAMN CHEAP. The bag only cost $129 and wallet round $60. HARHARHAR. Was lusting over it since dunno when. And bought Converse black sneakers round &40 only. NEVER NEVER TRUST NIKE. stupid shoe was bought in MARCH AND SPOILT IN JULY. COST ROUND $150++. Grrrrrr. Next time addidas, everylast, converse and kappa. NO MORE NIKE. FUN FUN FUN. Next thing buying next week is My new Fossil watch.[i dropped the one i cherished so much. Heartpain]I'm thinking of making this blog private. Firstly, its kinda dead. Second, I think its better for some people to not know so much about me. So should I????? ANGRY TODAY. HATE PEOPLE FOR ASSUMING THEY KNOW ME. YOU ARE READING THIS AND YOU KNOW HOW I THINK. YEAH YEAH. I'M A CRAZY NUT BECAUSE OF WHAT I DID TO YOU. I'M NOT REPLYING TO YOU BECAUSE I JUST CAN'T SEE WHERE THAT DANG CONVO IS HEADING. I TAKE PICS WITH GUYS LIKE AARON, ZAI AND JONATHAN BECAUSE THEY ARE MY FRIENDS WHO I CHERISH FOR FOREVER, DON'T ASK ME WHY I TAKE WITH THEM AND ALL. I JUST WANT US TO BE FRIENDS LIKE THE PAST. TO D: if you read the above and you don't understand, can ask me okay?????? hee. Not bout you.
I want you to know that I miss you so.
♥
Saturday, October 27, 2007
@7:03 PM
Okay. Bought new books and I'm self-declared a nerd.LOVE READING. Bought new Jodi Picoult books, Mitch Albom, and many many others. And in addition a dream deciphering book. SUPER INTERESTING I TELL YOU.Thats because I dream everyday and always end up feeling like i ran full marathon because every part of my body feels weak and tired. HAHAHAHA. Now i can know what those dumb dreams are about. Then can go buy 4D =P joking. Ok. BORING. Talking to myself. BYE!
I want you to know that I miss you so.
♥
@7:49 AM
I'M GOING TO RANTI think I'm weird. everyone in 4G keeps in contact with each other, but not me. FARNI BANANAS me. Can't be bothered. *Yawn. Except minny and ser ser. The rest are like*poof. Who is who??? Dang. I can only remember minny,ser ser and sammy(because we talk). Whatever. I'll just treat that I spent my four years there for nothing except for the O level cert. Who are all the weird people who wants class gatherings but don't say anything when together except get together in cliques??? CRAZY BOOTY-HOLE PEOPLE(wx way of saying). EXCEPT MY BELOVED PEOPLE. all can go fly kite. To D: ICE3 NEXT TIME OKAY???hee.Labels: music: Face down. Rja
I want you to know that I miss you so.
♥
Friday, October 26, 2007
@6:26 AM
I' missing AARON AND JIANWEN AND ZAI GIRL AND RUSYDI. Of all the retained people. I really hope Aaron and Jw won't be gone.Aaron is like my big brother who takes care of me so much, he talks with me, eat with me, diao people with me and even though his lame jokes can't win Jw ones it is just as good, he is also the one who sang with me, ate many many breakfast with me. Damn.I WANT HIM TO PROMOTE!!!!!!!Jw may not realise how important he is to our class but he is seriously the coolest-lamo guy in the world. His jokes in class like, TEACHER: " None passed for essay for Gp in trial test"Jw: " Huh?!?! NUN PASSED??? DID MONKS PASSED???"
ALL OF US: " OH MY FREAKING GAWD JIAN WEN!!!"I am so gonna miss him. His jokes are like way up there. and his really nice ( ewww) attitude, even though he has an ah beng face makes him the next most missable person next to Aaron.ZAI GIRL. I'LL MISS YOUR LOUD YET MAKES PEOPLE FEEL REALLY HAPPY TO HEAR VOICE. please ZAI GIRL. DON'T GOT ITE. RUSYDI. I DON'T KNOW YOU WELL, BUT YOU'RE JUST AS NICE. AND I'LL MISS YOUR STUPID FACE AND THE LIES ( LIKE YOU BEING MEXICAN AND ME STUPIDLY BELIEVING IT) THAT YOU TELL WITH A STRAIGHT FACE. I miss them so much. Even though I've known them for barely a year, people like Aaron( especially him as he is like my friend forever) and Jw has definitely made their mark.I hope that Aaron and Rusydi makes it. HAI. OkaY. I'm definitely selected for the Hong kong exchange thing with Zai.Its like umm 12 days. From 19th november to the 30th. Great!And ME and this guy Farhaan are like the only two listed in Catorgory D( which means we have to pay the full amount, guess our parents' pay slips showed that our families earn alot) so I HAVE TO PAY THE FULL AMOUNT. UNFAIR. Cat A get full subsidy. Cat B only pay like 25% so its only $75.90. Cat C is around like $195. ME!!!! I'M LIKE $288.50 AND I'M STAYING IN HOSTEL!!!!! never mind. Since Mr Raj says its kinda posh, so okay. Later i end up at some battered jail-turned-hostel I'LL kill them. Today is the last day of school and I've only left school for a few hours and I'm already missing school. I also miss my sweethearts Serene and Jia min. I wish you ( SER SER) are in MI with me and minny, then I'll be happily going home with you everyday and going gym everyday =( and we can complain about the heavy workload and how PEICAI is kinda insignificant to us now. Our gang of friends- Li wen, WEIXUAN( I stuck her name together, if i don't she scream me down), Aaron, Jojo, Zai boy,Nura and of course our closely linked gang- Cheryl, Jlo, Assyikin, Sixuan and all the guai people. WE MUST ALL STRIVE TO BE THE BEST CLASS OK!!!!HUGGS!!!!!!!!To D: FUN FUN FUN. AND I AM CLUMSY. FINE. I ADMIT.To Wx( if she reads): THANKS YOU DEARIE FOR THE CARD AND CHOCS AND SWEET!!!!!To Aaron(if he reads): I WISH YOU ALL THE BEST.GOOD LUCKS!!!To Ryan: I know you're reading and if there's anything just tell me. To liwen: YOU SUCK =D for saying i retained for my somersault!!!! grrrrLOVES YOU ALL!!!Labels: music: Everyday- HSM2
I want you to know that I miss you so.
♥
Thursday, October 25, 2007
@12:21 AM
Know what? I've come to the conclusion that I've gotta work damn hard soon.If not i'll get superannuated from Pre-U two.
Results. General paper - C
History- C
Math- S
Lit- S
Chi- C
Econs- D
So it means i actually passed 4 subjects with two sub passes. Disgusting. Ok. Poly students out there, You guys must know that to even get and E is hard in JCs' and MI okay. Its not like you guys who get As' because it is simply too easy for you all to get As' and that Bs' is the lowest.So what if i didn't get Bs' this time. I was close to Bs' for nearly all my Cs'. I will strive to do well and aim for As'. So there.
!#$% teachers. except Mrs W, Miss J, Mrs JT AND MRS TAN(!!!!!) and even Mr Lee.
Dang. Forgot to mention that i got shouted at with TWO teachers yesterday.
loathe them. especially the bleddy Pe teacher that lectured me for screaming at Zai-he nearly crossed my bag and stepped on it (i'm very superstitious)-that i shouldn't scream and could have done something else to stop him.
HELLLLOOOO. WOMAN. DID YOU FREAKING USED YOUR PEANUT SIZED BRAIN?!?!?! IF I DON'T SCREAM AT HIM, WHAT SHOULD I DO? SLAP HIM OR SHOVE HIM???????? NO WONDER YOU'RE A PE TEACHER. TSK TSK. NOW I KNOW YOUR LEVEL OF INTELLECT.
Furthermore the PE teachers made us do the FIVE BX YESTERDAY AND IT WAS THE LAST PE LESSON. AND MY SCHOOL PE ATTIRE IS SERIOUSLY OVERRATED. DRI-FIT???? HELL, IT FELT LIKE AN OVEN THAT CAN ROAST ME ALIVE. AND THEY HAD TO TALK TALK TALK FOR DAMN LONG BOUT US KEEPING FIT FOR NEXT YEAR NAPFA. ONCE IS REASONABLE, BUT TWO TIMES BY TWO TEACHERS MAKES YOU JUST WANNA KILL THEM ALL.
So I'm writing this down because my body is aching from pe yesterday and all the cartwheels ( sort of somersaults) that i TRIED to do with weixuan.
Today is boring. I hate BL. I wanna throw him in the ocean for being so intense on "inte-graty" ( he pronounce it that way). Feed him to the sharks for being evil and totally unheeding of Aaron's and Rusydi's future. I'm gonna pray to my goddess of Mercy for them. PLEASE PLEASE LET THEM PROMOTE.
I'm hyped up about my Hong kong trip. HAHAHAHAHA.
People. Chin up. all of you. The ZAI girl,durga,AARON, RUSYDI. and O level people.
I wanna go Uni. I wanna win you all(hwjc,rjc) face down. I wanna do mysel proud.
Labels: music: Easy-Paula DeAnda
I want you to know that I miss you so.
♥
Wednesday, October 24, 2007
@4:51 AM
Today is the results slip day and the feeling is happy and sad.Can't describe the feeling.Its like the people i wanted to promote didn't make it and the people I sorely WISHED did not promote did.Like a certain someone who could even freaking snigger at his girlfriend's plight of retaining.STUPID BL. did he even fought for Aaron??? Its just a miserable 2 marks!Whatever ok. I'm just gonna wish the best for him and Rusydi. My results to me is practically GREAT. But somehow I must get it into mybrain that getting 2H2 and 2H1 isn't good enough to go University. As' and Bs'. Yes. Must persevere.DELIGHTED OVER MY RESULTS.Hmmm. Bout yesterday.. i met this really freaking hot korean guy who freakishly look like Rain.OH MY FREAKING HELL. I TOTALLY EMBARRASSED MYSELF. I RAN OVER THE STREET WHEN HE RAN OVER. WHICH MEAN I CHASED(!!!!!!) AFTER HIM. STOOD AT THE BUS STOP NONCHALANTLY( OR SO I THOUGHT) AND STARED AND STARED AND STARED. WX WAS SO EMBARRASSED THAT SHE STOOD ONE METRE AWAY FROM ME. SHE STILL SAID DON'T LOOKING LIKE... UNTIL THE GUY WENT UP THE BUS AND SHE SAW HIS SIDE VIEW AND SHE WENT "OHHHHH MYYYYY GODDDDD. HE FUCKING LOOK LIKE RAIN". AND THEN, SO AS NOT TO LOSE OUT, I STOOD NEXT TO THE BUS AND STARED INSIDE. SUPER KODAK MOMENT. But who cares right. Not like i ever going to see him again or what.wahahahaha.SO DROOL ALL I WANT. oh yeah. I am the only person in class with perfect attendence!!!!!! 111 days. that means I am healthy. To D: HEHEHE. sooooo what if i clumsy and accident prone. I'm never sick. WAHAHAHAHA. be jealous of my health.
THIS IS MY FAV SONG NOW. So for you =)"He Said, She Said"Boy walk in the spot, he's so freshHe got what he needs to impressin'Just look at the way that he dressin'Ain't no question chicks like oh.Girl walkin' the spot, she stop trafficShe's blowing your mind with her assetSo Jessica Alba fantastic,Instant classic boys like oh.Maybe I can see us moving like that.Maybe I can see us dancing like that.Baby I can see us kissing like that.We don't need no more that he said she said.Maybe I can see us moving like that.Maybe I can see us dancing like that.Baby I can see us kissing' like that.We don't need no more that he said she said.He said girl you winnin'She said boy where you been atStop talking let's get with itJust like that theyHe said you're amazingShe said then why ya waitingNo more deliberatingWhat you doin' let's get to itJust like that theyBoy actin' as if there's no pressureHe do everything to get with herHe say anything to convince her.Money spent to diamonds send herGirl playin' it cool but she's with itShe lovin' the fact that she's giftedEverything he do she gets liftedFeels so wicked lovin' like oh.Maybe I can see us moving like that.Maybe I can see us dancing like that.Baby I can see us kissing like that.We don't need no more that he said she said.Maybe I can see us moving like that.Maybe I can see us dancing like that.Baby I can see us kissing' like that.We don't need no more that he said she said.He said girl you winnin'She said boy where you been atStop talking let's get with itJust like that theyHe said you're amazingShe said then why ya waitingNo more deliberatingWhat you doin' let's get to itJust like that theyOne night with you, boy just one night with you,All the things we could do,Every day i think ofOne night with youno one else but us twoAll our dreams would come trueIf we'd just get togetherMaybe I can see us moving like that.Maybe I can see us dancing like that.Baby I can see us kissing like that.We don't need no more that he said she said.Maybe I can see us moving like that.Maybe I can see us dancing like that.Baby I can see us kissing' like that.We don't need no more that he said she said.Uh, what you waitin' for?He said girl you winnin'She said boy where you been atStop talking let's get with itJust like that theyHe said you're amazingShe said then why ya waitingNo more deliberatingWhat you doin' let's get to itJust like that theyYou're gonna like itYou're gonna want itYou're gonna like itWe don't need no more that he said she said.You're gonna like itYou're gonna want itYou're gonna like itWe don't need no more that he said she said
Labels: music:He said, She said
I want you to know that I miss you so.
♥
Monday, October 22, 2007
@7:51 AM
RESULTS DAY.(promos)
Basically, i scored quite well. Much better than i expected and i don't expect a lot. I passed my Economics and History for H2,Chinese and General paper for H1. PROMOTE!!!
BUT!!! I'm proud of my Math and Gp. Math ( even tho i failed) because i improved by 33 marks and Gp because I'm one of the few that did REALLY pass.So yeah.. I'm hoping for Bs' and Cs' for the overall.WISH AND HOPE.On wednesday which is results slip day.
Today was fun. Met with d today and it was really really better than i hoped it to be. Have a new notebook now which was given that i simply adore. Its what i wanted.
Thanks so so so so much! =)
Tomorrow's Liwen's birthday and i hope she can read this before it. BECAUSE I'M GONNA GIVE HER A BIRTHDAY HUG!!! YES! joking eh. But still she'll know on wednesday.
As i didn't finish lambasting XIAXUE yesterday, I'll continue today.
I ABHOR HER DISGUSTING FAKE NOSE WHICH LOOKS JUST AS BAD AFTER THE PLASTIC SURGERY.Please Wendy(xiaxue) if you wanna do a nose job, can't you choose a better surgeon??? TSK TSK. cheapskate.
I LOATHE HER UNCLASSY DRESSING THAT LOOKS LIKE IT CAME FROM THE DUSTBIN WHERE ALL THE AUNTIES DISCARD THEIR OLD 70s' CLOTHES. need I say more???
And her makeup..erh. Sick.
So no time to talk bout others will talk next time! =)Labels: happy day that is kinda confusing
I want you to know that I miss you so.
♥
Sunday, October 21, 2007
@1:01 AM
You Scored a 95% which means you are a .... You are a passionate lover. You are the complete package and you recieve the complete package. You are NOT selfish and yet you still don't get walked all over. You're what everyone looks for and you show the opposite sex what it is like to truly be loved. Anyone who gets you is truly lucky.
What kind of lover are you
Take More Quizzes
knew so =)
I want you to know that I miss you so.
♥
Saturday, October 20, 2007
@9:16 PM
Ok. Changed my blogskin, easier on the eye. I'm going for the Hong Kong exchange trip in mid-November and currently I'm thinking about it in trepidation. How am I going to communicate? I can only speak moderate cantonese,chinese and english. As my mother puts it, I'm just a "half bucket" when it comes to these three.I speak SINGLISH and not the standard english, I speak CHIN-LISH and not chinese, I speak CANTO-CHI which is also not full cantonese. Dang man. Just how am I going to speak to them??????
The scenario will go like this:me: hey, you know hor just now that guy very handsome leh!Hk student:( in puzzled tones) Excuse me??me: there there, that one la. the very tall and tan one.Hk student: um. Whats with the two THERES'??? and is there two guys you're talking about? a tall guy and a tan guy??me: (frustrated) you can't see issit??? so damn tall and handsome! the one in your class de la. Hk student: Okay... sorry, don't get what you're talking about.me: !#$% Do you guys get what I mean now????The utter embarrassment I'll face if that really happens, perhaps I'll buy the new Japan creation for hiding yourself with your skirt a.k.a vending machine cut out. Its meant for avoiding criminals, but WHO CARES!!!!! or the manhole one sounds better. hmm.I'm gonna take advantage of the fact that no one views my blog to critically analyse certain bloggers minds.Take XIAXUE for example. Is there a problem with her or what? She speaks like a bimbo, acts like a bimbo and as the saying goes " if she acts like a duck,quack like a duck and waddles like a duck, i presume it IS a duck". She LOVES to rant on bout other people 'disgusting' posts and "eww-worth" photos. And she somehow can't seem to register the fact that she ain't no babe material. How sad is that? The biggest bully is the person with the lowest self-esteem. POOR GIRL.Whatever. Can't see the point in talking bout her. Nothing to say. ended.
I want you to know that I miss you so.
♥
Thursday, October 18, 2007
@6:53 PM
iMAC ROCKS.iPhoto rocks.iShop rocks.podcasting was fun. pictures with liwen. can't be bothered to take the photos from her.Promo results is SCARY.Promotional exercise is SCARRRRYY.Retaining is Freaking scary.Damn the retarded and slow system, what is their PROBLEM?!?!?! jUST TELL ME IF I PROMOTE. MAKE ME WORRY LIKE SHYTE.Mr BL said out of anger yesterday that more than SIX OF MY CLASS IS GOING THROUGH THE PROMOTIONAL EXERCISE.AT LEAST JUST TELL US OUR RESULTS.MADE ME MOOD SWING THE WHOLE DAY.oK. DONE. Psstt.. sighting yesterday. So made me happy for the rest of the day =)))i LOVE GYM. I LOVE MINNY AND SERENE. I ADORE MY CLASSMATES. I LOVE BADMINTON. I LOVE CHOCOLATES BUT DON'T EAT IT OFTEN. I LOVE MILLENNIA INSTITUTE. I LOVE SIGHTINGS =))).I LOVE STUDYIING.I MUST STUDY HARD AND GET INTO NUS.I LOVE MY PARENTS AS WELL, SO WILL NOT GET THEM DISAPPOINTED.I LOVE MY LIFE.I LOVE SPORTS NOW. I LOVE THE SUN(SOMETIMES EXCEPT BEACH).I LOVE THE FEELING OF TRYING TO BE THIN.I LOVE READING.I LOVE NOTEBOOKS.AND MANY MANY MANY MORE.
I want you to know that I miss you so.
♥
Saturday, October 13, 2007
@7:44 AM
oK. Ignore that emo post earlier.
Today( summary) AIRPORT and expo
woke up late at 7.55am to go to minny's house. So hurry changed and rushed to meet Perna, Alex,Wendy and min's god bro Wei hao at CLEMENTI MRT at 9.
Reached Outram at 9, lucky they decided that meet at outram instead ( whew ),
lucky.
So off we went. And blah blah blah. saw minny and her church friends, nice people. Then because all 5 of us were just too famished so we went practically round the whole airport to look for food. Alex was dying of hunger.
Details not needed.
*There is no such thing as SKY WALK. its called the VIEWING MALL LUH.Great place for dating.
So ate and met up with minny and her two friends Nigel and Desmond. Nice nice guys.
So waited with her till her time is up and she checked in.
i missya minny!!! =(
So split up and me and Perna went to Expo to go some sale and shop around.
Met with family there so we split up after she brought a bag.
THERE. all in a nutshell.
Know what?Liars should be punished. In the most inhumane way possible, they lie to propitiate, they lie to escape, they frickin lie to run away. Dim witted human beings,hiding behind a mask of cowardice. They cozen, they cheat they fraud. By doin what? by L-Y-I-N-G. Do not contain liars who lie with purpose,with intention of getting.Especially turpitide recreants.
I want you to know that I miss you so.
♥
@7:38 AM
Liar liar pants on fire.
LIAR
I want you to know that I miss you so.
♥
Thursday, October 11, 2007
@5:38 AM
short post.
i'm having muscle ache allllll over me.
hands cramps,leg cramps, butt cramps.
but i'm loving it=) vigourous exercise for so many times and days does that to one.
badminton and gymming with tbb's like serene and minny.
girls! my skills rocks.( HEEEEEEE)
hardbody here i come!(i wish)
getting papers after 19th October. Bullshyte.
WAIT FOR SOME $%^$#^%!$#^ TWO WEEKS FOR !%$$$*&^ WHAT!!
Then left one week to check paper.
crap.
Now nothing to do except try to read more GP stuff i guess.
BTW. random. BUT I LOVE THE MOVIE BOUT THE KOREAN WAR TODAY.
made me scream and cover my eyes because of blood spurting out in streams from a man's stomach and the MAGGOTS(!!!!) growing because of the badly sewn wounds in the tummy(SICK) but the KOREAN brothers were HAWT HAWT HAWT.
Blah blah blah. got class photos, as usual I looked like shyte, so theres no need to talk bout that.
MINNY GOING TO CHINA SOON! sobs. i'll miss you sooon! (but you better remember to don't forget to come back after a week).
HONG KONG EXCHANGE TRIP FOR TWO WEEKS.Hope my promos did good enuff to warrant the chance for me to go. Sound terrible of me, but the hunks and shopping there is making me droooooooolllll.
AIM OF THE WEEK: get thin, get slim, get B's for now and promote.
no writing of 08A1 for me.
breathe chickie,breathe xinyi. YES!
I want you to know that I miss you so.
♥
Tuesday, October 09, 2007
@7:07 AM
Why am i typing this?because i have no idea who i am anymore.In literature KL terms, i have lost my identity because i have no one to validate and verify me.(exculding my family) I took a look back through the looking glass, and i am scared. because there is no more trust. No more me.
I want you to know that I miss you so.
♥
@5:35 AM
Oh well. Today is tuesday, yesterday was monday, and tomorrow will be wednesday!What is so special bout wednesday?? ITS BACK TO SCHOOL DAY!AND I DO NOT CARE WHAT OTHERS SAY.I ABSOLUTLY, FRICKINLY ADORE MY SCHOOL.TADA. So THERE to people who loathe school =PTo update on my life, on MONDAY - which is a busy busy day by the way- i woke up at 7.25am and changed and went over to my granny's place, left at round 8.30am to meet my tbb Serene for gym and then exercised till 10 plus. Soon after went home to shower and change.Then met again at round 11.30 to go East Coast to go biking.. and pfft! It was going to rain. DAMN. So went Parkway first and on the bridge took many many many pictures ( shall upload in the forseeable future ) and went to arcade and play play play =)) so fun!shhhhhh... amazingly serene is like a VIP memember of timezone ^.^ Went shopping, and then looked around for tbb's bubble tea =) then as i'm on a diet, didn't get anything..Walked to East Coast, biked all the way and had to rush back at the other end as it began to drizzle. sheeshhh... dumb weather! Went mac and i drank a diet coke , has it ever occured to you how RUDE the people are there?? tSK...Cabbed to Parkway and took a bus to go Tpy to take a train to Novena -.- SOUNDS RIDICULOUS. but we did that -.- Bought her favourite pumps then left for Cq's Central mall to find minny. She was having like a Flu. Poor minny =(Then went downstairs to accompany Serene to LJS to let her eat her fries ( again, i'm on diet ) .Had to leave the place prematurely as i had to rush home.TADA. end of story of monday!TODAY!In the morning i SLACK at home.Then mummy dearest and daddy brought us to Merchant Court hotel for lunch. Great food there, great looking people too =)As in like the working adults there for lunch. Its kinda astounding the amount of food some working ladies can squeeze into those tight dresses of theirs. Its a DAMN buffet that cost $116 for us four. Not that i'm complaining bout the service and the delcious looking and tasting food =) Hee. There goes my diet. Rahh-hh....Then daddy fetched us to East Coast(again!!!) to go bowling.. EXTREMELY FUN. mainly cause i won my brother -.- Then went to Parkway and then HOME.SO TIRED!!!!!! hmmm... so many things are happenning to me and i just can't quite comprehend. Is it just me??( rhetorical question=) I'll just hold on and see what is right and what is wrong. I know whats up. I just don't want to say.记得谁还记得是谁先说永远的爱我 以前的一句话 是我们以后的伤口 过了太久 没人记得当初那些温柔 我和你手牵手 说要一起走到最后 我们都忘了 这条路走了多久 心中是清楚的 有一天 有一天都会停的 让时间说真话 虽然我也害怕 在天黑了以后 我们都不知道会不会有遗憾 谁还记得 是谁先说永远的爱我 以前的一句话 是我们以后的伤口 过了太久 没人记得当初那些温柔 我和你手牵手 说要一起走到最后 我们都累了 却没办法往回走 两颗心都迷惑 怎么说 怎么说都没有救 亲爱的为什么 也许你也不懂 两个相爱的人 等对方先说找分开的理由 谁还记得爱情开始变化的时候 我和你的眼中 看见了不同的天空 走的太远 终于走到分岔路的路口 是不是你和我 要有两个相反的梦 谁还记得 是谁先说永远的爱我 以前的一句话 是我们以后的伤口 过了太久 没人记得当初那些温柔 我和你手牵手 说要一起走到最后 the end =)
I want you to know that I miss you so.
♥
Saturday, October 06, 2007
@6:13 PM
Hmmm.. this is super cliche but i like it =) and it sounds really cheesy and chinese-esh of me. BUT WHAT THE HECK. its there and no procrastination okay?Besides.. the meaning is very meaningful -.- I MISS SCHOOL. I miss having somthing that makes my brain numb, I miss checking out people. ahh. Shyte. I sound like some school addicted freakoid.
ITS early early in the day and i just wanna wish my BEST FRIEND
SERENE: happy birthay BABY!!!张惠妹解脱爱是不夜城
回忆像星辰
热泪越沸腾
我越感觉有点冷
变了心的人
越想越伤人
枯坐到清晨
阳光替房间开了灯
想
若结局一样
又何苦再想
伤
若让人成长
我为什么怕分手的伤
解脱是肯承认这是个错
我不应该还不放手
你有自由走我有自由好好过
解脱是懂擦干泪看以后
找个新方向往前走
这世界辽阔
我总会实现一个梦
想
像结局一样
又何苦再想
伤
若让人成长
我为什么怕分手的伤
心里有一种渴望勇敢的念头
不要爱我的人再担心我
解脱是肯承认这是个错
我不应该还不放手
你有自由走我有自由好好过
解脱是懂擦干泪看以后
找个新方向往前走 这世界辽阔
我总会实现一个梦
I want you to know that I miss you so.
♥
Friday, October 05, 2007
@7:37 PM
oK. THIS is meant for us people out there who love alll seven of these KILLER foods. LIWEN. LOOK AT THIS!7 Foods to NEVER Eat!
By Jaclyn JohnsoneDiets.com Staff WriterUpdated: August 16, 2006There will always be those fattening foods that are easy to make, easy to get, and easy to crave. You think “OK, I know this is bad but it can’t be that bad!” Think again. Here are the top seven foods you should never ever feed your family or yourself!
1. Doughnuts
It’s hard to resist the smell of a Krispy Kreme doughnut, which is why I never step foot in the store. Doughnuts are fried chock-full of sugar and white flour and loads of trans fat.
According to the Krispy Kreme website, an average 3.5 ounce sugar doughnut weighs in with about 400 calories and contains few other nutrients besides fat. These sugary treats may satisfy your craving but it won’t satisfy your hunger as most of the calories come from fat.
"Eating a lot of refined sugar contributes to blood sugar ‘swings’ or extreme fluctuations,” eDiets Chief Nutritionist Susan Burke said.
2. Cheeseburger with fries
The age-old classic may be delicious but think twice before sinking your teeth into that Big Mac. The saturated fat found in cheese burgers has been linked to heart attacks, strokes and some types of cancer.
“In fact, fast-food portions are gargantuan, almost double the calories per meal compared to 20 years ago," Susan says. "Twenty years ago the average fast-food cheeseburger had about 300 calories. Today’s BK Whopper with cheese has 720. To burn the excess 420 calories, you’d have to run for 40 minutes. For example, in 1985 a medium French fry had 240 calories, 2.4 ounces. Today’s ‘medium’ is 6.9 ounces and 610 calories.
"This fast-food meal of cheeseburger and fries has way too many calories and fat grams, not to mention grams of saturated fat, trans fat and cholesterol and sodium.”
Let’s break down this meal. First, take the white-flour bun (refined carbohydrates), then add some processed cheese (saturated fat and trans fat, plus lots of additives and preservatives) and then top off with fried red meat (cholesterol and saturated fats). And let’s not forget about the condiments such as the always fattening mayonnaise.
Not sounding so appetizing anymore, huh? Oh, and let’s not forget about the infamous side dish. You cheeseburger will most likely come with a side of French fries, which is sadly the most popular vegetable dish in the U.S. Don’t kid yourself, French fries are not vegetables, they are extremely high in fat and contain a tiny amount of nutrients.
3. Fried Chicken and Chicken Nuggets
With the recent class-action lawsuit between The Center for Science in the Public Interest (CSPI) and KFC, the health risks posed by fried foods are becoming more public. The CSPI is suing the food chain for their use of cooking oil containing unhealthy trans fats. The lawsuit seeks to order KFC to use other types of cooking oils and to inform customers how much trans fats KFC’s food contains.
Foods cooked in highly heated oils (most notably partially hydrogenated oil) have been known to cause cancer, weight gain and other serious health risks if ingested regularly. A 10-piece chicken McNugget from McDonald’s has 420 calories, 24 grams of fat and 1120 milligrams of sodium. One Extra Crispy Chicken Breast from KFC has around 420 calories and eight grams of saturated fat. So unless you want to super size yourself, it’s best to make a clean break with fried foods.
4. Oscar Mayer's Lunchables
Sure they are convenient and easy, but boy are they unhealthy! These kid-marketed lunches are loaded with saturated fat and sodium. They usually contain highly processed meats and cheeses, white flour crackers and sugary treats. Lunchables get two-thirds of their calories from fat and sugar. And they provide lopsided nutrition since they contain no fruits or vegetables.
“They insidiously promote obesity by making kids think that lunch normally comes in a cellophane-wrapped box," Susan says. "Parents are promoting their children’s obesity by buying these items. They’re expensive, too. Pack a sandwich and save dollars and health.”
5. Sugary Cereal
Not all cereals are created equally. And while your kids might beg for the latest cookie or marshmallow chocolate surprise cereals, it is a safe bet they are about as healthy as a dessert. Keywords to look out for are puffed, dyed and sweetened.
Most kids’ cereals are so highly processed they no longer look like the grains they were originally made from. A healthy alternative is oatmeal. Although, if you are buying pre-packaged oatmeal make sure to check the label and see how much sugar it contains, you might be surprised.
"A little sugar isn’t a problem but when the first ingredient on the box is sugar, then watch out," she said. "There is no fruit in Froot Loops. But the unsweetened original Cheerios or Rice Krispies are fine, and you can sweeten them naturally with blueberries and strawberries.”
6. Processed Meats.
What falls under the category of processed meats? Hot dogs, sausage, jerky, bacon, certain lunch meats and meats used in canned soup products. Almost all processed meats have sodium nitrite added as a preservative.
A recent study conducted at the University of Hawaii found that sodium nitrite can act as “a precursor to highly carcinogenic nitrosamines -- potent cancer-causing chemicals that accelerate the formation and growth of cancer cells throughout the body.” So eliminate these meats from your diet before they eliminate you!
7. Canned soup.
Sometimes regarded as a healthy food, soups can be very deceiving. You must stay on your guard because many canned soups have high levels of trans fats, sodium and artificial preservatives such as MSG. Just one serving (which is roughly one cup) can have almost 1,000 milligrams of salt. Also, steer clear of soups that are cream-based, they can be high in calories and fat.
Susan says it is important to “read labels from back to front. Ignore the health claims, and instead focus on the ingredients and serving size. Watch out for hydrogenated fat (trans fat) and sodium. If you’re buying bread to go with you soup, the first ingredient should be whole grain -- either whole wheat, rye or other grain. If it just says ‘wheat bread,’ that doesn’t mean whole wheat.”
We all want our family to be healthy and happy, so steer clear of these foods. Think it’s difficult to maintain a
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I want you to know that I miss you so.
♥
@6:35 PM
I realised the stupid entry before this was and is realllyyyy stupid.
Promos are over and i should just relax for a while ( if going out and sleeping like a well fed pig isn't I have absolutely no idea what is).
And then start studying again as my dearest mummy says. ONLY ROUND 30 bloody perecent gets to go NUS.
So..... Holiday mood is only for this few days =)
And then STUDY STUDY STUDY. I'm crazy. But i don't care.
Okaayy...let's update on my life.
October 3rd:
King Lear id paper done.
then when to sing K with minny and aaron
IT WAS FUN. as expected. Minny always like to encourage people too sing as loud and as happily as they like. So good of her =)
Then after had to go meet serene with her at central mall, and collect minny's pay as well.
Then back HOME to exercise [ actually got more stuffs but i'm lazy ]
October 4th:
Slack at home and exercise.
October 5th:
Went over to Serene's house, and met upon the dillemma of the day.
I wanted to just watch the HSM 2 that i brought over and SHE wanted to go out. So.... I accompanied her to eat then went back to her house.
AND she STILLL wanna go out! pfft..
so decision time.
either Novena or J8.
so i chose the latter and she chose Novena. ayeeee..
So we went Novena to play the arcade and shop shop for awhile..
and she got me a pink and purple ball!!! YeS!! loveeeee loovvveee her.
And incidently met upon my scandal's ex. [ and its a REAAAAALLLLY LONGGG story, so i won't elaborate. all the same, aaron boy, don't be so fed up le ok??? hee]
So thats about it.
Monday, gonna go out again. Go gym first then cycle at East Coast.
Then NoVENA again. the dinner i guess.
And tuesday.. out with parents.
And wed, school day. Gonna go gym again.
And thurs and friday, meet SER and go gym sfter school.
Thats all =)
UPDATE so much. Next week don't have to update anymore.=))
I want you to know that I miss you so.
♥
Thursday, October 04, 2007
@7:17 AM
Sometimes, even if just for awhile. I'll start thinking of the past and just ponder, I stop the present and hold back.
I guess there's no point holding back anymore *grimace
Sigh.
I ain't perfect, I'm just human.
I need a shoulder.
I just plain need a hug.
I WANNA SCREAM.
GIVE IT ALL UP.
BLEED IT OUT
I want you to know that I miss you so.
♥