He's going off on friday.
i wanna tell him i'm not sending him off.
i wanna tell him i hate him. i hate him for leaving me in the dust. i hate him for being so happy when i'm not. i hate him for running away when i cant.
And what??? he wants me happy??? bullSHIT.
WHO IS he???
i'm starting to wonder if i know him.... because the pain in my heart is large, i'd rather die..
i wanna cry, scream, shout.. anything.. i dun wanna act happy anymore.
because he obviously is rid of me.. and he doesnt want me anymore.. is that a bigger punisment???
dAMN you.
I want you to know that I miss you so.
♥