to YOU:i think sometimes i cling on desperately. BUT DAMN IT ALL. i ain't someone who isn't a fraction of desirability.
you dun have to go and tell me that you are confused, blah blah blah.
you HATE me.
i KNOW. you wanna flirt, you wanna go into somone else's arms, GO AHEAD.
i screamed and shouted and gotten whacked by my parents. why?
cuz i told them i LOVED YOU. and i'm 100% sure you do too.
and now??? WHAT??? i'm not a BITCH. I HAVE attitude and i have mY DIGNITY.
you cant just ask me to DANGLE. and think YOU ARE THE KING.
sometimes you think of me??? i miss you every time i breathe. and now wad??
you telling you'd think to the times.
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
JUST TELL ME WAD YOU WAN.
i can move on. YOU can move on. JUST DUN THINK YOU ARE MAKING A MISTAKE.
all i ever wanted was to feel your smile, your hugs, the care. you are obviously coming back early. and yet....
and yet... you just can't give me a fraction of tt hope. till the time you come home. and proclaim to me how much you love your new girl. how little i am compared to her..
just do that why dun you?
TO GEN, SAM,QI AND TERESA, AND ALL OF MY FRENS ( EVEN THE GUY WHO PLAYS WITH ME CHESS)
i appreciate you guys so much.
maybe i'm a little moody ( mood swing) but you guys stuck through.
GEN: GIRLFREN!!!!!! haha!!!!! sorry for always hitting you accidentally =) and you always accompanying me. things would be so dull without you =) like they say, if they see me. they know you are somewhere close=) we are besties for LIFE =)
QI: thanks for carrying my sch bag today =) so SWEET!! you are the LAMEST AMONG all. (literally =P) and thanks for bitching round with me when i needed it.
TERESA: you can be described in a word : HILARIOUS!!!! GIRL!!! spare the cute guys for gen and qi la =) i dun need and dun wan.. DUN HOG the whole of JACK'S PLACE AND ARAB STREET =))))
SAM: YOU ARE JUST plain..... sam lol... haha!! YOU LOVE TO SMILE =) better pay respects to me. i your aunt =)
ME:
recently been really biachy. beeen too afriad to look at friendster. cuz of certain things.
and very stressed over exams ( rubbish ). keeping a vow OF NO LIKING ANY GUYS =)
kinda ok la..
but really acting happy etc. but all in all. i'm fine =)
TATA
I want you to know that I miss you so.
♥
