Monday, January 14, 2008
@10:59 PM
Ok. I said I'm not going to be online for awhile. But what the hell. Every man for himself right.Or every woman. Whatever. School is ok, been really stressed up lately. pimples are going "POP". And really sadded. Take note there is no such word. Its just me trying to say its past tense and way over me. Yeah.Life=study=no social lifeOk. I swear I have no life now and i'm really upset cause i can't see my best friend Serene and play badminton and swim as much as i like to. People are constantly talking and talking and bloody hell still talking in class even though the teacher might be going on about something important. When will these people ever learn?Dang.I sweared to myself that as my new year's resoultion I'll stop being angry at people and absolve all feuds that I have foolishly created out of nothing. According to a friend, the tV programme that i watched to have thought that way must have have been a Buddha show. Whatever. Its just a plain HK drama. I swear to be a nicer person.I swear that even if a person makes me mad and upset and possibly break down and cry, I'll make peace and forget what he did. I swear that i will not cuss at irritating bus drivers( SBS 251 ) who take their own disgusting time to drive to school. BTW. it took the driver one hour half from Toa payoh to reach Bukit Batok. Ok. So he wasted like three hours of my life cause i had detention till six. Whew. Ok, i'm out with that bus driver and I'm cool with late bus drivers now. I swear to study harder. Not for anybody but myself and my parents. BESIDES the person suffering is me.I swear to be skinnier. ( no expalination needed)I swear that i will participate in Standard Chartered this year.I WILL SCORE BLOODY HELL "A"S IN MY CHINESE AND GENERAL PAPER AND MATH. EVEN IF THOU HAVE TO DIE FROM TRYING SO.Philosophy of life: Never let anyone or anything bring you high enough, because it renders you helpless the moment they let go. Fabian is right( yes jia min its your class fabian). Destiny is yours to control.Signed. xinyi
I want you to know that I miss you so.
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