Monday, April 07, 2008
@10:56 PM
I am fat, ugly,ill-tempered, mood swingy, i don't deserve anything. So why am i getting so much?
This is really random. But I think thats what I have been feeling. Is it even legal to be so happy??
I am afraid, so afraid that I've been getting restless nights. Somehow, happiness at its peak will be its downfall.
Is it any wonder I try to push away my happiness? Okay. Outta my system.Life is cool now, excpet for the fact that I feel tired, happy, left out half my time in school. I really thank Li for listening to my ranting on these few weeks. And to TJ for understanding. JM for just being there. Badminton is cool, except half the time I'm really clueless. About the people and my surroundings. Singing is okay. Got into the finals in school. Now just really unprepared as I didn't expect to get in due to my nervousness.Schoolwork is horrendous. I can't seem to catch up with my homework and in class I am just plain sleepy and distracted. Gee. XINYI. Please please please work hard okay. Its barely another one year half to graduation, then its your world. Tolerate you mom and dad's scoldings. Its all part and parcel of life. There isn't much chance of them scolding you once you graduate.Be less mood swingy.. Think of the people around you, how they must feel. Best regards,XINYIHEARts
I want you to know that I miss you so.
♥
